On this glorious monday morning

Today I wake up and feel blah... I feel I have no responsibility, no worries, no money(thats a key sadness). I wish I could recreate these feelings and have cash.

Comfort in this lonely world...

So lately I have been down and out about life. In the last lets say three weeks I have had this dream that seems to repeat itself. So after I get off light duty and return to work I am going to follow this dream. It consists of going to Fort Brag North Carolina, Lugoff Elgin high School, Ohio and Colorado. These are all places where I have had vivid memories of Erin and showed up in my dream. I feel after I accomplish these things I will be able to truly create a legacy of Erin and start the healing process.
Clathyn

Out of work for two more weeks and no Short term disablities

So I went to see my dr today about my foot. I felt like he gave me the best news of it just being a strained muscle and tendon, I have to wear the boot for two more weeks but not at night and that on the 1st I will go back to determine how long until I go back to work. So I called my job to check in and they told me that I do not have short term disablities. When I got told that my heart dropped. On top of that Karma was actin a fool in the store. So for two weeks I need to figure out how to make ends meet. I just pray everything will turn out the way it usually does.
Thanks for reading
Clathyn

The BOOT!

So today i went to my podiatris to get my foot evaluated. It was cool at first as my nurse Anne was sporting baby phat scrubs and had semi visible ink. She asked me to take off my shoe of the hurt foot and took my x rays and told me the Doc would be in to see my in a few minutes. When he walked in it was serious business. He asked when I injured my foot and why it took me so long to get into see them. I told him I thought it was a sprained ankle and I thought it would go away soon. and now that its been a problem I decided to go in. He asked how my pain was on a 1-1o scale I told him its like a 4.5-5. So after I told him that he put on gloves and started to feel the part of my foot in pain. It hurt a little but when he started to rub my toes the pain was more evidant. So he stopped. We were talking and I look down and my foot started to swell. He said "Thats no good!". So It turns out I could have a ruptured, strained, ripped or pulled tendon. I have to go tomorrow(September 11) to have a MRI on my foot and I am on "sitting only" Duty. The worst part is I have to wear this boot 24/7 except to shower... Its like the old school Reebok pumps with the valve on it! Well Its crappy but the best for my future of walking... On a positive note My mother and I are mastering our pizza making abilities!

P.S. I love you...

That movie brought back memories of the trials and pain my family went through a year ago. As i watch more of the movie i analyze what really went on with Erin. I have memories of families coming together to show their support of Erin and his family. Thanks to all that really participated. I miss and love you Erin. On nights like tonight I would have made a phone call to check in and let him know I havent done anything crazy. Enough though. Damn This is tough...

Thanks for listening.

CTG