Depression in a grey skied state.

Recently my mood has been less than pleasant.earlier this week the tempratue went to the 70's and the sun decided to be a part of this summer. We had two incredible days of sun and now she is hiding again. So today was kinda rough. Overslept the alarm by an hour and a half. I was an hour late. Still I pressed through to make today an incredible day. I went to my parents and droped off my new motor for Onyx! Soon my challenged civic will be back in service! Thanks for reading! I will talk to you soon bloggers. Hopefully I will here from a couple of you soon.

Its hard out her for a...

If you've seen hustle and flow you know that's the main song that gets Djay going. In today's world I feel that its hard out here for more than a pimp. Its hard for single fathers, single mothers or any person trying to get ahead. As a 28 year old black male I feel that the time I finally get my finances in check to be able to pay rent, child support, credit card, cell phone, utilities and cable bills on time something happens. This time its my car throwing a rod through cylinder #4 for like the third or fourth time. I asked myself for a couple of day why do things like this happen. From there I feel that it started to hurt my quality of life and made me feel like a pimp trying to hustle up a little cash for my bills. I now feel that if I don't put my head down and push through I am not going to make my goals. I don't see Karma as much as I really feel like I should but I feel that I am in a time where every dollar counts and if I don't do what I have to do I am going to be homeless and not growing. So as I stand at the fork in the road I am choosing to work and work and work until I am not stressed about the financial things holding me back. I do need to thank my Family for truly supporting in the past when I needed it. I am Thankful for all of you. Shawna I am thankful for your perfect timing. Erin even though you are in heaven smiling down I know you are my guardian that guides me through the cloudy down days. Tonia you are the one who truly passes out spiritual blessings. Mother... You are my rock. Its the little things that you do that count. Thank you for being you. Gerry you are a plethora of knowledge. I feel if it has to do with cars I can talk to you about it. Father I know its been rocky but truly thanks for giving me the check and balance. I know you mean well and just want me to use my common sense trait... Reeca to me you are a living legacy. You are the strongest woman I know. I know that you have gone through a lot. I admire your strength to continue on. Carter is going to turn out a strong powerful man because of you. Karma my Super Hero... I have nothing but good things to say about you. I know that your super power is saving the day. (LOL) I am thinking that covers my family. As always thanks for reading. Sounds bad but without bad times none of us would know what good times are.
Clathyn III