When words don't say enough...

Hi All!

Recently I went to a tattoo artist to get some ink. I would say it is a time that was special. Since then I can't stop thinking about the good times and bad times we've shared. When you left my life I felt lost and wondered if there was anything I could do to get you back. Daily I search and ask myself questions of what I could have done differently to keep you close to me. You are one of the people I was closest with and I knew I could count on you no matter what. I now sit here waiting and wishing for the next time I see you. You are in my dreams, my thoughts. You were the best I could ask for and I know there is no replacement for you. Thanks for being you.

Happy Holidays all! Keep your loved ones close during this time of year.

Clathyn Williams III AKA "Hat trick"

4 L's of my life

Live, Learn, Laugh and Love...

Usually I would look at these words and know what they all mean to me. I have struggled lately with the last two. Since my last blog a lot has happened.

Let me give you the list:
My father was diagnosed with Colon Cancer,
My father had surgery to get rid of the Cancer
My 7/14(7 w/me and 14 w/her mom) went to weekends because she went to Preschool.
Those are the three major things that happened.

I can tell you that its been a real rocky road. I chose to be with my father before during and partially after the operation. The operation didn't go the way we all would have liked to see it go. The cancer was bigger than they thought. When they went in the old fashion way they accidentally nicked a vein. After that issue was solved they cut about a foot (six inches longer than originally planned) of the colon. It was scheduled four hours and went almost nine. I think the waiting game lets your mind wonder to the farthest places. I can tell you that it was mentally and emotionally draining.

My little angle is starting to grow up. She is going to preschool! I am happy to see her show how smart she is, sad to lose time with her. Its always been a struggle and battle with her mom to do anything other than the minimum. I am a father that wants to be involved in my child's life and get nothing but resistance. We decided that on Tuesday Thursday and Saturday I would call and talk to Karma. I would say I talk to her one of three days scheduled. In time I pray it will get better.

As always thanks for reading.
Clathyn

Depression in a grey skied state.

Recently my mood has been less than pleasant.earlier this week the tempratue went to the 70's and the sun decided to be a part of this summer. We had two incredible days of sun and now she is hiding again. So today was kinda rough. Overslept the alarm by an hour and a half. I was an hour late. Still I pressed through to make today an incredible day. I went to my parents and droped off my new motor for Onyx! Soon my challenged civic will be back in service! Thanks for reading! I will talk to you soon bloggers. Hopefully I will here from a couple of you soon.

Its hard out her for a...

If you've seen hustle and flow you know that's the main song that gets Djay going. In today's world I feel that its hard out here for more than a pimp. Its hard for single fathers, single mothers or any person trying to get ahead. As a 28 year old black male I feel that the time I finally get my finances in check to be able to pay rent, child support, credit card, cell phone, utilities and cable bills on time something happens. This time its my car throwing a rod through cylinder #4 for like the third or fourth time. I asked myself for a couple of day why do things like this happen. From there I feel that it started to hurt my quality of life and made me feel like a pimp trying to hustle up a little cash for my bills. I now feel that if I don't put my head down and push through I am not going to make my goals. I don't see Karma as much as I really feel like I should but I feel that I am in a time where every dollar counts and if I don't do what I have to do I am going to be homeless and not growing. So as I stand at the fork in the road I am choosing to work and work and work until I am not stressed about the financial things holding me back. I do need to thank my Family for truly supporting in the past when I needed it. I am Thankful for all of you. Shawna I am thankful for your perfect timing. Erin even though you are in heaven smiling down I know you are my guardian that guides me through the cloudy down days. Tonia you are the one who truly passes out spiritual blessings. Mother... You are my rock. Its the little things that you do that count. Thank you for being you. Gerry you are a plethora of knowledge. I feel if it has to do with cars I can talk to you about it. Father I know its been rocky but truly thanks for giving me the check and balance. I know you mean well and just want me to use my common sense trait... Reeca to me you are a living legacy. You are the strongest woman I know. I know that you have gone through a lot. I admire your strength to continue on. Carter is going to turn out a strong powerful man because of you. Karma my Super Hero... I have nothing but good things to say about you. I know that your super power is saving the day. (LOL) I am thinking that covers my family. As always thanks for reading. Sounds bad but without bad times none of us would know what good times are.
Clathyn III

Summer is almost here

Today I look at the weather in Seattle and I am thankful that summer is almost here and I am thankful for being able to travel to different areas of the country. I am also waiting for my for my passport!!!! Big travel plans this summer. I am excited for my trip to Europe for the Grand Prix of Germany. This will be one of my major trips this year. I was also thinking about a change in jobs within my company. Well next week I am off to the NE. Soon I will be heading back south for a couple of days with my father.
Cl@hyn

P.S.
June 1st begins P90x!!!!!!!! Looking forward to getting back into shape and a six pack!!! I will have an update just about every ten days...

Boston tonight?

I am thinking about going to Boston tonight on our redeye! I would love to head out there. I made plans with Ken on Friday night. Maybe we can all go out the following friday. What to do blogger world? A couple of pics of my incredible daughter, girlfriend and longboarding.

Clay Will Tre'

A great day to work for an airline!!!

Hello fellow bloggers!
Today I am blogging off my cellphone! It's been an incredible year of change. I am happy that work is going great and there is no drama from the ex. I am starting p90x and loving it. I am thinking about going to see the incredible woman in Boston and visit friends. If I can go it will be good for us. She is an incredible woman! Growth is healthy in our relationship. Well off to meet 83. Lovin that it's an hour early! Pics to come soon of us at the needle! Tata for now bloggers!

5 months and 14 days later...

Hello!

Well its 230 on monday the 19th and I cant sleep. I had an excellent weekend and now back at my place!! Since I last blogged a lot has changed! I ended a bad relationship that I felt was built on lies and decete, moved(twice. On roommate was an ass and now in my own place), got Onyx running(the civic), began to long skateboard and met an incredible woman. I feel like there is a lot of positie things going on in my little world. I moved closer to work and now walk to and from work everyday. Attached is a couple of photos from the last couple months. I am much happoer than I was in october/november! Improvements are coming by the handful in every area! Yesterday I got a copy of P90x and I am excited to start to improve my physique! Well now thaqt the silence has been broke look for the updates. I am thinking Karma and I are going to the Southern 500 in Darlington, South Carolina! In my next blog I will introduce you to some key players in my life and give you more details on the changes to come!

Thanks for reading!

If you have a comment positive or negative I welcome them!

Clay